Sad Story

Met a wonderful girl in 2003 which is u my dear Serene. You had walk into my life, we were so happy together. We had been throught alot of hardships and went thru alot of tests and problems in order to be together. Girl, from the begining I know it's u. U are the right one for me, this is the first time I put in so much in a relationship as I know u are the only one. I even told myself I can't afford to lose U, I will go crazy or even suicide if i lose u.

Dear, since that day u told me u wan to enjoy life for the remaining 1 month before our marriage. I trusted u so i let u go enjoy cos U promise me it is only for fun, now i know i had make a very fatal mistake to say OK. I should have say no, now it too late for me to do so since that day U told me about this guy Perry. I know u do not love me as much now and do not find happiness with me anymore. I do not know what U are thinking or read your mind? I very worry, confuse, i cry, heart broken but i still want to hang on to it as i believe u will come back to me.

U are always the one and only one in my heart. U are the soul of my life, the heart in my boby. Without soul & heart a human can't live, i understand what u are going throught and i know u understand how i feel too. U are always very firm on your decision in the past but not at this moment. There is alot of things u do which u never tell me but i know, i just dun want to say it out. I know u want to spend more time with him cos lily is always around with him. I know the times when u are with me, your mind is think of him. I can know that u can spend a lifetime with me but u won't find happiness in me anymore.

I will tell u, i will hang on to this relation with u cos u meant alot to me. I will wait till u come back and sign the cert. of marriage with me happyily with no regerts.

Dear, i just want to say I LOVE YOU and it's true.

Love you always
Alvin Loh